So true and so Sad

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We should move on

There's a guy..

He's different. We different.

He move slowly, but not slow enough as he did touch some place in my heart.

There's a time I felt that we were connected.

There's a time I felt that we were from different part of world.

It's not gonna works..for both of us.

I'm running.

I'm running away from the past.

I can see disappointment.

He trying to make it works.

I killed every sense I have.

Not to see, hear anything about him.

Making my heart as hard as stone.

I'm confused.

I feel pain.

Really pain.

I thinks this is the best for us..:]

I'll keep the best memory of us.

Thanks for everything...

Sorry too..

Nyenyaknya tidur berbantal

Selamat bertemu kembali UMS, permulaan untuk semester 2 tahun pertama...Fuhh, jauh lagi perjalanan.

5 hari pertama masuk asrama, terpaksa tidur berbantalkan tuala/lengan. Ini semua gara-gara bantalku hilang di curi orang.
Sudahlah aku mula jatuh cinta dengan bantal tersebut kerana keempukkannya tidak dapat ditandingi oleh bantal-bantal yang aku pernah jumpa sebelum ini. Malang sungguh nasibku~ Nasib baik la ada Si Emilia untuk mengubat hatiku dengan menemankan aku pergi mencari bantal baru. Satu 1B kami pusing untuk mencari pengganti yang sesuai. Sudah tu, balik bilik terus tidur guna bantal baru. Punyalah nyenyak. Bangun dari tidur pun dengan senyuman sekali( yang macam dalam iklan selalu tu ), apa lagi rumate aku pun tercengang kepelikan.. Macam orang 1st time pernah mencuba tidur dia cakap.. Aduyai..memang pun. Kamu tidak tahu penderitaan yang aku rasa sepanjang 5 hari sebelum ini. Patutlah tidur aku sebelum ini tersangat panjang dan amat sukar untuk menamatkan sesi tidur. Sebab, bila sudah tidur yang tidak selesa, badan pun sengal-sengal 'macam' rasa tidak cukup tidur , jadi tambah lagi la tidur tu. Padahal tidur dari 4 petang sampai 8 malam. Lepas makan malam dan mandi, jam 9 malam sambung lagi tidur sampai besok pagi. Seriusly, terlebih jam aku tidur dalam 5 hari nie. Tapi, bila dihitung-hitung kira ok la, sebab dalam 1 minggu ini kaki aku sudah banyak menderita untuk berjalan dalam jarak yang jauh kerana ketiadaan bus UMS yang sebenarnya wujud tapi entah la, dalam Invisible Mode kali.

Point aku sebenarnya : Sa sudah start semester baru lagi di UMS. Result yang lalu cukup tambang untuk Lulus. Sihat, kecuali 5 hari pertama masuk UMS ni..dan, dan, aku ada bantal baru ^^

I fall in love??

Lady Antebellum, If I Knew Then

First time that i saw you,
lookin' like you did...
we were young we were restless,
just two clueless kids...

But if i knew then, what i know now,
I'd fall in love...

On a bus in Chicago,
three rows to the left...
you know my heart was racing for you,
but we never even met...

But if i knew then, what i know now,
I'd fall in love...

(chorus)
'Cuz love only comes,
once in awhile...
knocks on your door,
and throws you a smile...
takes every breathe,
leaves every scar...
it speaks to your soul,
and sings to your heart...

But if i knew then, what i know now,
id fall in love...

On a sunny night in August,
backseat of my car...
instead of tryin to get to know you,
i took it way too far...

But if i knew then, what i know now,
I'd fall in love...

Oh...
'Cuz love only comes,
once in awhile...
knocks on your door,
and throws you a smile...
it takes every breathe,
leaves every scar...
it speaks to your soul,
and sings to your heart...

But if i knew then, what i know now,
id fall in love...

(Bridge)
Oh i used up alot of chances,
i cant get them back...
but if again it comes callin',
I'm gonna make it last...

'Cuz love only comes,
once in awhile...
it knocks on your door,
and throws you a smile...
it takes every breathe,
leaves every scar...
it speaks to your soul,
sings to your heart...

But if i knew then, what i know now,
whoa if i knew then, what i know now...

id fall in love....

I am Relief

Pagi yang indah.

Hari yang indah.

Bertambah indah bila ditambah dengan khabar yang indah.

Thank God. :D

Permohonan saya untuk Biasiswa Kerajaan Negeri Sabah diterima!

Yeah!!

I'm going with the flows...

At last UPU result is out..

I didn't got what I want. I remember, hours after knowing the result, I felt completely sad, lost, disappointed and feeling really, really down. I can see any hard work I been doing before is not enough to grant any of my desires...

Yes I know, I didn't work that hard.. what I got is from I worked before, which was, I don't put my fully courage to my study.. I guess it suits me, serve me right... booboo valerie, boooo..

If I, myself who the only person responsible to myself, I'm thinking to go to the non-government college. If..

I can't stop thinking about what going to happen to me..

But, time heals.

I'm dealing with it.

like Suhailah said ' thinks of it in the positive ways..' and ' GOD have a better plan for me'..

Thanks Sue :]

Instead of Bachelor Architecture, I got...

TAHNIAH! Anda telah berjaya ditawarkan program pengajian seperti berikut:
KOD	:	HK20
NAMA PROGRAM	:	KEJURUTERAAN KOMPUTER
IPTA	:	UNIVERSITI MALAYSIA SABAH (UMS)

Not bad at all, right?

I'm Back

HMMMM.. sudah sekian lama saya tidak update blog saya .i'm not really the type of person who like to write. And, and, and, my time when i am at matrix is very limited, plus there's no internet access that are free, which i have to pay rm2 for an hour at the everyday-full-cyber [OK fine, alasan saja :p] . Anywhere, here i am now, at home, finished my Matriculation program 3 months ago. Kononnya, saya terfikir mahu delete saja account saya nie, tapi saya teringat kembali tujuan saya membuat account nie... Rindu dengan QALISTA S.DOHNY, SUHAILAH SULAIMAN and LIYANA KHALISA..

To L, Q and E;
i'll try to update my blog more frequently :D OK?